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Jan. 12th, 2005 06:30 pm and we woonntt go doowwnn


...okay i really dont hope he dies...that would be very sad...but he plays the drums AMAZINGLY on the dvd.

Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: hanson - UAL

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Jan. 12th, 2005 05:19 pm :D

yay my journal looks nicer now...thank you chris <3 :D

Current Mood: thankfulthankful
Current Music: rip it up - hanson

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Jan. 9th, 2005 01:39 am one one one to the right

nothing to write about really..just bored feel like updating...listening to LBC...one of my favorite bands ever. they're pretty awesome...i wish i would have known that they were playing at the downtown in september, i would have went...i love them and it would have been an awesome show I am sure. :(... anyone onto better things, I am going to old navy today yay! i love old navy. but i'm sure i have mentioned this before in here somewhere because..I am old navy obsessed. The gap is pretty nice too...expensive but nice. enough about clothes tho...I don't know what else to say expect...

I WISH I WERE SUMMER SO BADLY :(!!! I am SICK of this winter crap...it sucks so much, i'm ready for the sun and the beach...I wonder if this summer can even come close to beating last summer..I highly doubt it...But i will have a Job, so that will be pretty sweet...working with the children all summer long would make me really happy, and would give me a nice amount of money...which is what I need/want...badly. But im in it for the kids too...i love my kids so much, I'm glad i chose this as my career...i feel like i'm actually good at it too...*cries* i want my summer back :( :( :(

anyway thats all for right now...I HOPE I FIND CUTE NEW CLOTHES

Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: LBC - dumb pop song

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Jan. 5th, 2005 01:10 pm

"Not Myself"

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?

Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: john mayer - not myself

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Jan. 1st, 2005 03:55 pm

mmm..happy new year? haha HOPEFULLY this is no omen of the year to come or anything, being that i started it off with a fever of like...102...and feeling like i was gonna puke. haha that is never fun. But hey...WE DIDNT EXPLODE OR ANYTHING haha. so that kida..rocks. cuz exploding...would...be...bad. ha. anyway. HAPPY NEW YEAR. ;)

Current Mood: groggygroggy
Current Music: one week - barenaked ladies

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Dec. 26th, 2004 08:19 pm we will, we will rock you

well..christmas actually went pretty well. I got lots of cash....$575 to be exact. a new lap top that i have had for a while now tho..almost a whole two weeks yay. lol. I got a scarp book, and lots of pajamas. I also go lots of old navy gift cards, and a star bucks gift card (THANKS GUYS!!!!!) so yeah i did pretty well...now i can bug my mom to go to old navy and we wont have to pay anything there lol. how sweet is that..:D

well its almost new years...time for 2005...scary huh. i was born almost 20 years ago...HOW SCARY IS THAT OMG. haha. im going to be TWENTY. mm...i know ive mentioned that before but it still always catches me off gaurd..no more teenager...so sad...

i am so going to rhode island for my birthday...i dont care. lol

Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: queen - fat bottomed girls

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Dec. 21st, 2004 05:24 pm school is ovveerr

yes well...school is OVER finally...i am quite happy about it. lol I love that school is done..now I can sleep and not have anything on my mind so I am going to sleep really good lol. Christmas eve is friday, that is the day that I really look foward to...cuz i get all my presents from my family on that day..even tho like, I wasnt supposed to get anything but a lap top...my mom is always like "you have to have SOMETHING to open..." I know...I am a spoiled little girl...

omg can u believe it..I'm gonna be TWENTY soon...on like april 15th..i wont be a teenager anymore..that is so scary..lol anyway...

ooh did i metion that I got my new lap top..I may have but I dont remember so..I'll mention it again...I GOT MY NEW LAP TOP!! i love it so much lol..its awesome an runs really nice...unlike the lap top that I use to have. lol

Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: I love the 70's on VH1

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Dec. 15th, 2004 06:27 pm


mmm...i can't wait...


Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Kinks - Picture Book

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Dec. 9th, 2004 06:24 pm *sighs*

i had a kinda crappy day today...thats all really.

Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: staind - outside

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Dec. 6th, 2004 09:33 pm did i mention i hate mondays...

okay well..mondays always get me stressed out because I hate them so much...its like they never want to end..I go there and I get all stressed out over school and all the work I have to do...and then on tuesday i am FINE, and I am like okay wtf was i worried about monday for...its not that big of a deal...Plus school should not be my life...I need to have a life besides school...so yeah...it sucks sometimes...but I'll be fine tomorrow...

i hope it will be sunny tomorrow...that always makes the day go so much better and so much faster...atleast I get to go to macy's tomorrow...which means I get some sort of relaxation besides just going to school and home, and to school again and BACK HOME. I get to drift off the path a little bit...so that is super nice and everything...gotta buy my sister he X-mas present tomorrow, and I have to also buy her a grover...so yeah fun fun..maybe I'll find a bag there that I like while I'm at it...who knows...

Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: LBC - Bossman

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